um círculo perfeito

i was "thinking of you", my "sleeping beauty", about your beautiful "blue" eyes, and i whispered... "magdalena"... "imagine" a garden where you are the most gorgeous and splendorous "rose"...

but you accused me of being "hollow", to treat you like my own "pet"...
to be sometimes even a complete "stranger"...
an "outsider" in your life.

i wasn't able to take it and i've entitled you "weak and powerless", a useless deceiving "package", a "passive" form of life.

then i've become angry and shouted "let's have a war"!
i was preparing myself for this, this moment, the moment "when the levee breaks".
how i've wanted your complete "annihilation"!!!

you replied to me that you must have "freedom of choice" and that all was "over"...
and i finally realized that your feeling was "vanishing"... into nothing... while i thought that was strong as with a "noose"...

her voice will haunt me as a "lullaby" forever...
and i'll also remember you as someone who took the "gravity" of my world, because in your presence, sometimes i've floated...

i'll never forget "the nurse who loved me".